Hello September, Autumn Is Here

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September is here and so is Autumn.
The start of equinox
the transition of summer flowers to the chills of winter blues.

When the temperature begin to dip and
the leaves twirl into a psychedelic dance of “I look prettier than you are” yellow, red, orange and brown hue
mutating into a marmalade of a perfect combustible pile of polychromatic mess.

When you grieve the fresh flower
your mood jerks into silent essence
the streets are dry
the baking of the bread in the air
wearing white is a crime.

When you are up high in the the mountains
squashing away your sorrows
the sound of Spring is yesterday news
the birds go astray
the sky is a canvas
the cloud a pencil.

Slave to an array of mesmerizing sunsets, the colors echo
the wind breezes roaring ivory tunes palatably in your hears.

Bring in the sweater, the jacket, the boots, the hat,
Autumn is here.
Run through the cornfields and
touch the beautiful changes clustered around the tree
break into a delicate gorgeous pirouette
and blow away the lonesome leaf.
Time for hot cocoa and warm tea, pumpkin and apple pie, sweet potato, chestnuts, and… yes, beautiful smiling faces!

© Angela Aguiar

I Know, We Are…

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The now defund Newsweek magazine cover. February 13, 1995 $2.95

I know, we sport the perfect tan. Yeah, frying in the sun has never been our thing. We just like it in the kitchen with good ole potato salad and french fries and pride on the idea that it just looks good on us. 

I know, we come in different shades, sizes and types of chocolate, there is, yeah, we melt in your mouth just like the way mama made us. Yes, say it, we can speak and read just like you.

I know, we like to smile a lot, good or bad our teeth is out there, we just smile. Pepsodent ain’t got nothing on us.

I know we are loud. Oh well, it is genetics, a sign of great time, jollity and jubilation. It makes us feel good.

I know, we were born at the sound of the beat, playing drums; so they say, the reason why we are always out there. We love to dance until our hearts content or our shoe sole wears off. We have more moves then chupacabra and ostrich combined until someone else decides to claim it as theirs and we are left to create new ones; as the world turns it is. Yes, I know, we haven’t seen a beat we could not conquer. It is just the fever in us.

I know, we don’t crack, we just shine. Our skin is smooth as a cucumber and wrinkle free seen from a far and hard to come by. Gray just suits us mighty fine, so we profess. 

I know we like our bodies, skinny is for the birds, voluptuous is our name, yes those damn curves we enjoy and are proud.

I know we love nappy hair until mama Jones decided to straighten it then adding weave to the mix until mama Chenequa said oh no, give me my afro back, to the hassle we are doing, back to square one or two or whatever suits us better, we are. It sure isn’t like in Timbuktu. They add beads to theirs, cornrows has been spotted on the Paris catwalk . 

I know we are special group of people, what can we say, how else can we explain the abhorrence?! We were born this way. We can’t change it. We have travelled the world over without a passport or will, a borrowed name on our pocket, shackled and bound to hell but, lost at the sea, we left our souls but tomorrow is still beautiful and smile we do. Dignity we still have. 

I know we are just like you and not a stranger at the supermarket. We are just like eeny, meeny, miny and moe. Take time to know, have a relationship with us just like that special chocolate fudge you love so much, and you will be amused. We are not bad. 

I know we are humans, innocents we are not but beings we are. So, why “so much love” lately? We don’t seem to catch a break. Assaulted from all fronts we are, dragged by the ears through the mud, thrown at the bears, butchered just like cuts of meat, made to feel like an old chewing gum and yet we smile. Here, we are going, and going we are just like Duracell battery.

Oh yeah, I know, tomorrow is still tomorrow, beautiful and bright, I know! 

I know Charleston, I know church, yes, Wednesday morning would have been it for me, alongside thirty plus others meeting in a room full of goodies, coffee and tea, for two and half hours getting our groove on. The Lord’s word just does that to you.

I know Bible Studies, I hope you are still “dancing” up there, wearing your Sunday’s best and teaching us a thing or two about forgiveness. I certainly would like to attend that class because as much as Christian I am and was taught to forgive, I am struggling to comprehend but evil is everywhere. Soul searching is needed and in the menu.

If we are not safe in the house of the Lord where can we be?

RIP Charleston!

Life And It’s Corridors

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Life is an endless highway that metamorphoses into a catalog of unknowns that frames our journey and everyday existence. It is a voyage that initiates at dawn, veers through strokes, sways into various routes transporting us into nameless territories. Unaware of that ride and where it might transports us next, we hop on a plane and land in a region called reality.

Reality. Right now. The moment. Be still.

Providing all the amenities and scores of challenges, some build their lives rewarded by gratitude, understanding and love, and others by a stroke of luck, and unforeseen mayhem. Along the way, we encounter hurdles and opportunities that makes us jump and take notice, grow, creating an identity card unique to us.

Unsure of its corridors, it sometimes drives us into an encrypted new itinerary, undiscovered, vague. We are left alone to peddle around its bridge, embrace the mysterious and trade in a new outfit every second in the corridor of possibilities or tragedies, too often for our own good.

We run across scores of people – some brilliant others uninteresting, share stories – some beautiful and others soulless, celebrate occasions and make undeniable family of friends that we will perhaps treasure and put on a piggy bank.

Well, it is life. It is one previously carved enigma and we just simply don’t know. It is our journey, it defines us, we live it. It can change in a minute; so, let’s make the best of it!